Day 197

I feel horrible. Chest pains again. Zero energy. No focus and little ability to do anything other than the most basic.

And its Saturday night in the middle of summer.

Used to be cause for celebration, or a evening ride or run.

Now I need to lie down and try to relax.

I hope (pray) that the ablation procedure scheduled for a touch over two weeks, works.

So I can get back to 'normal'.

Because this truly sucks.

Sorry to whine. I know its a misdemeanor 'round here and we have whine sniffing dogs on 24/7 patrol.

Maybe I'll go downstairs and see if we have any smoked Gouda to go with it.